Life

I born,
and picked up by a care,
called mother,
and by love,
called father,
and elders,
to follow,
and youngers,
to show a way,
"by the grace of God.."
and after some days,
like counting,
in a montesory,
my eyes,
faked up,
my brain,
started loosing memories,
and my heart,
slowed down,
and my breath,
going to stop,
at tht time,
i thought,
what was life for..?
wht i did, was all,
for passing it,
thn what was life for?
why i came on the earth,
and words of a wise,
ticked up my mind,
there is nothing,
but to make your life after death,,
and i still remember,
i laughed..
but he was right,
this is not life,
we are, on the time,
of rest,
to make our life after death,,
the real life,
the true life..

"Everything Went Wrong"

Childhood, The time of times,
the life of no worries..
i still remember the warmth,
and the love.
alot of care,
but still..
a wish to grew young,
and thn..
years goes on.
Childhood disappears!
in the darkness of the fear,
everything went wrong...
and the life came on,
with
worries, no love, no care,
only
hate hate and hate.

Urdu

Her Roaz Tumse Pyar Ka Rutba K Bhar Gaya,
Kehta Tha Ishq-E-Tegh-E-Sitam Se K Mar Gaya.

Apni Pe Kabhi Bat Ko Meri To Do Tarjeeh,
Kehta Hai Koan Dil K tu Murda Hai Mar Gaya.

Hai Ab B Dil K Paar Chalay Jo Tha Kabhi,
K Daikh K Maqtool Ko Qatil Guzar Gaya.

Merz-E-Gham-E-Hayat Se Do Char Kab Huway,
Hai Ishq Wo Bala K Jo Aya So Mar Gaya.

Kehta Tha Yaheen Tha Abi Haider, Abi Gaya,
Qatil K Josh-E-Ishq-E-Jawani Se Mar Gaya.

Quotes

i love to love and to be loved.... to be loved is for my satisfaction but it dosnt matter...

I love you on my own..

i love you, more each day,
you dnt knw, wht you did,
you make me think,
and to feel,
tht you are my every thing.
my dreams, and my thoughts,
my day and my nights,
my wish, and my love..
you dont knw wht you did,
you made me to think,
and to make me feel,
tht i m alone,
not on my own,
i cant be independent,
any more.....
yes you made me to think,
tht i m alone,
and you are my everythng,
and why dnt you tell,
tht
wht shud i do , to make you my own....
you dont knw, wht you did..
every morning, till the night,
from the dawn to the sunshine,
my Jean, i think of you every time..
believe me.
or not,
its upto you,
hold me or not,
but i want to say,
you dnt knw, wht you did.. at alllll....
i love you on my own.. i love you on my ownn.